just phone me and i'll be there. =) i met up with yan and jane because they wanted to meet xiao penguin, though i didn't know why they wanted me to go too. jp seemed packed with jj people, so i messaged chuz for fun and she's at jp too. i really hate to praise myself, but, great minds think alike. =P nevertheless, it's not a very productive day because we basically sat down and planned aimlessly for our chalet in the december holidays and 'dismissed' ourselves after that. so, i conclude, it's a very stupid meeting.

anyway, i discover that i do speak in fragments and broken english.

finally, i can take a break slightly now because my prelims continue 2 weeks later. it's a stupid thing to prolong my agony when it can be finished in less than 2 weeks, but still, i have to accept the fact that it's extended for a whole month. at least, i have all the time to study for bloated fish's paper. =)

after the paper, i went to get my chinese homework with rena. she's such a slacker. we gave her our homework last monday but she has yet to completed marking. the worse thing is that she marked the words which i had written wrongly instead of the content. i'm not planning to hand up anymore compositions though i'd continue writing. it doesn't really matter anyway because we can bring the dictionary in.

when she took the teachers' day card from me, she said she'd read what we had written slowly. i wonder what's there to read because we seriously had nothing to say to her and everybody racked our brains just to write a one-liner for her. nobody thanked her for being a great teacher. =P it's so ironic.

fir rocks! their flight tribe mv is nice. =) i watched the shows they attended to promote their album. it's probably been a long time since i had such a good laugh.

天天夜夜
How do i live without you I want to know How do i breathe without you If you ever go How do i ever ever survive　How do i　How do i　How do i live
当你的手还握在我手中　没有一次我还停留　说不出口的感动
当你的手还握在我手中 灿烂的笑容 不论过多久　都让我心动
每一天在你的怀里等待 每一次我感觉你的存在　不能重来 不愿离开 是永远都灿烂的爱
每一天在你的梦里等待 每一次我感觉你的存在 So, How Do I Live How Do I Live How Do I Live Without You How Do I Live
当你的手还握在我手中　没有一次我能放手 没有一次停留
当你的手还握在我手中　灿烂的笑容 不论过多久　都让我心动
And Tell Me Now How Do I Live Without You How Do I Breathe Without You

好愛她 好想他
男:天應該亮了 你應該睡了 守一整夜的他應該走了
女:你應該哭了 他應該醒了 想一整夜的我該死心了
男:我們都沒有錯 只是愛上同一個
合:只怪愛是獨自佔有 非要拼得你死我活
女:好愛她 好想她 再這樣下去 我只會更牽掛
合:愛到最後我們還是改變不了 Ho
男:祝福她 擁有他 所有的有情人終成眷屬啊
合:你給過的美好 留在沒有人到得了的地方 看你微笑
女:天應該亮了 你應該睡了 守一整夜的他應該走了
男:(天怎麼亮了 我無法睡呢 ………... 怎能放手)
女:你應該哭了 他應該醒了 想一整夜的我該死心了
男:(我怎麼哭了 你不該忘了 ………… 太過折磨)
女:我們都沒有錯 只是愛上同一個
男:只怪愛是獨自佔有 非要拼得你死我活
女:好愛她 好想她 再這樣下去 我只會更牽掛
男: (好愛她 好想她 再這樣下去 也不是個辦法)
合:愛到最後我們還是改變不了 Ho
合:祝福她 擁有他 所有的有情人終成眷屬啊
女:所有的美好
男:留在沒人到得了
女:試著把你 慢慢遺忘
男:(如何把你 慢慢忘掉)
男:我好愛她 我好想她
男:好愛她 好想她
女:好愛他 好想他 再這樣下去 我只會更牽掛
合:愛到最後我們還是改變不了 Ho
男:祝福她 擁有他 所有的有情人終成眷屬啊
合:你給過的美好 留在沒有人到得了的地方 看你微笑
合:好愛她 好想她 再這樣下去 我只會更牽掛
合:愛到最後我們還是改變不了 Ho
合:祝福她 擁有他 所有的有情人終成眷屬啊
合:所有的美好
合:留在沒人到得了
合:試著把你 慢慢忘掉

ta da. it's an encouragement from my sis for my prelims. =) only i have it. =P

i obediently went to school today just because he said, "if you all don't come for any of my tutorial or lecture, you can forget about attending them in future. i would not grant any consultation for you too." so, i dragged sharon to school with me. guess what? he didn't go to school! it's a total waste of time going to school. i didn't even bring anything to study because i forsee myself scribbling furiously for his tutorial during my break. argh. i couldn't get out of school either. argh! i wasted 1 hour plus formulating an escape which didn't quite succeed! ARGH!

i'm traumatized by this 'bloated fish'. his face even appeared in my dreams.


it's not obsession, it's terrorism.

nonetheless, there's something fun! free market in maple story turns into a graveyard! so many balrogs were summoned and i had fun watching people die because my character had 0% as experience, so it didn't matter how many times i died. it's so fun! the gm was there though i couldn't find him/her. maplers are full of luck now because we have lots of birds! =) i'm going to have lots of luck for my prelims too. all the best to everybody!



HaPPy BirthDay, Jan!!!! =)

just some random thoughts on how nice it'd be if i'm a guy. probably i'd fail my napha outright, but it doesn't matter because if i were a guy, i wouldn't really bother anyway. i wish i'm not as emotional and sentimental. if i could just let go, everything would have been fine. maybe our friendship would carry through, but i couldn't. i said i couldn't care less, yet i kept thinking about how to salvage this friendship. i want to make amends but what did i exactly do wrong? things always become screwed up at crucial points in time.

mrs ram rocks.

"the difference between a boy and a man is the price of his toys."

i sooooooo totally agree with it.

a state of emergency has occurred and i don't care if any life is going to be lost!

nevertheless, it's selling pots time, any takers?

i love chief gray the most!~ he's the old alien with a cute little wand. tough man to handle, but snn managed to subdue him! =)

today is a bad day.

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work up a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work up a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work up a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day ohhh
You had a bad day ohhh

Had a bad day ohhh yea yea yea yea
Had a bad day ohhhhh oh yea

is it me or the people around me?

so many first times today.

first time to:
- watch rapture
- watch a performance at esplanade
- have someone put eye liner for me
- reach home at 2am
- exchange mp3 with a friend
- have someone said i'm pretty =)
- be not forgotten
- view singapore river so late =)